I had a wonderful brother that shot himself at the age of 18. My mohter and daughter were killed in a car accident 1 week before christmas. My gradmother died on Christmas. I lost my 2 best friends, one with sudden heart attack the other died of diabities. Both of my friend died with in a month ..

Of course this picture is when I was much happier.  I hope to be there again someday soon.  The bills , the kids, the lonliness, etc. are taking there tole on me.  I have sincerely exhausted all resources when it comes to cash flow.   I have no children of my own but take care of 3 nephews and 3 nieces as their parents are in jail, dead, or out there one more time doing just what they shouldn't do.  My dad has informed me that my brother is drinking again (he gets beat up by my brother when my brother is drunk)  The kids come to me because it is a safe place.   I'll tell you.....these gangs today are enough to make me wonder how close the end of this world is.  But today is a new day and I will breath through it so I might help the young ones.  Ya know....what a mess....but I'll make it.    Thanks for listening...any ideas on finances would be greatly appreciated as I am exausted.

God Bless and be with you.....pray for me!!

I had a wonderful brother that shot himself at the age of 18. My mohter and daughter were killed in a car accident 1 week before christmas. My gradmother died on Christmas. I lost my 2 best friends, one with sudden heart attack the other died of diabities. Both of my friend died with in a month of thair deaths. My brother in law died of a drug overduse and my sister in law died shackled to a prison bed in Texas of Cancer. This all happened within 2 years. I have received my SSI but my bills have piled up. I sure could use some help at this time. I will surely give back - remembering where I came from - should anyone help me. I cant seem to go outside and just want to sleep because I find myself so depressed. Any help will do. Sincerely God Bless sososad